Happy New Year Everyone~!
Happy New Year from London~!!!
2012 was a life changing year for me. I met so many amazing people this year, got a job, finally got a decent phone, saw Big Bang in concert, saw Ed Sheeran, Will.i.am, Flo Rida, Sean Paul, Kanye West, Jay Z, Rita Ora, Example, Tyler James, Eva Simons and Rihanna perform live, realised who my true friends are and grew as a person.
Goodbye 2012 you were wonderful to me and hello 2013!!! I have a good feeling about 2013 and can only hope it will be even better!
My eyes have finally been opened…
I needed that breakdown…
I needed that self mutilation…
I needed that anger…
I needed that pain…
I needed that argument…
I needed it all…
It opened my eyes to what you really are…
You don’t actually care.
You aren’t really my family, I can’t count on you.
But I’m ok with that.
At least now I know and I won’t waste any more energy on things I don’t need nor are worth my time.
My vision is finally clear I see you all for the shallow, selfish creatures you are.
And distancing and detaching myself from you all was far less difficult and painful than I thought it would be.
I feel free.
